Long Gone is a memoir about farming in Iowa in the 1930's
and 1940's. Richard Willis was six years old when his father, unable to find a
job in Marengo, Iowa, became a sharecropper. As Willis says in an early
chapter, "During the Depression you couldn't buy a job…what else was there
for him to do? Maybe he was glad to get back to farming, something he knew how
to do." The farm the elder Willis rented had no electricity or running water. The
sources of power were basically wind and muscle, the same sources that farmers
had relied on "since the beginning of time." The year is 1933.
Long Gone is not a story for the sentimental. There is
sentiment in the story, but it is the kind that Wordsworth describes as lying
"too deep for tears." The underlying message is that the weak and sentimental
couldn't (and didn't) survive small farm life in Iowa during what was the
poorest American decade of the 20th century. There is much
resentment in Willis' account of his years on the farm, but there is also appreciation
for what his mother and father experienced, and there is a grudging sort of
love for the little farm itself, its animals (horses especially) that quite
literally kept the family alive by working the land, giving eggs, milk,
fertilizer, and ultimately their lives. Willis describes the demands of farm
life, its chores, its caprices, its contrary people:
Aubrey [Willis's father]
seldom taught me how to do anything, at the same time he was pleased enough to
yell at me when I came up ignorant.
"Take a half-hitch around that
post!"
(What's a half-hitch? Where do you
put the other half?)
"Go harness that team!"
(Who showed me how to harness a
team?)
When Willis was told to harness the team he
wasn't tall enough to buckle the horses' collars. His father's response was:
"You goddamned dummy, you don't know anything, do you?" This is followed by a
wry understatement from Willis who says his father's words "made a lasting
impression." Anyone raised in a home where a parent (or both) constantly
verbalized your shortcomings will have no trouble empathizing with young
Willis.
But people could be kind as well. A neighborly
old man sees eight-year-old Willis struggling with the reins on the team of
horses and says, "Now, I show you how to do that." Willis claims that from that
old man's single and gentle lesson he learned how to unhitch a team and hang
the lines without scrambling them. Willis concludes, "And Old Man Weiss has a
special place in my heart forever."
What characterizes Willis's remembrances of Iowa and years on the farm are the plethora of authentic details. The sound of water
running over stones, birdcalls, his mother's teaching him how to listen and
identify the bird songs: "The strong, melodious call of meadow larks…a sound
now almost entirely vanished, as changed methods of farming have destroyed the
larks' nesting places." There is the melancholy whistle of phoebes calling as
if to a lost sweetheart. There are robins and catbirds and the "harsh,
intelligent chatter" of crows. Farmers tell him that crows know the difference
between a man carrying a stick and one carrying a gun. Folklore and folk wisdom
are rare these days, but Willis' writing is rich in both and includes gems like
this one told him by his school teacher: "Patience is a virtue. Possess it if
you can. It's found seldom in a woman and never in a man." And also: "Can't
never did anything. I'll try does wonders."
Willis' book is first and perhaps foremost
(depending on your focus) a history lesson about Midwest rural and small town
life. And though it covers not quite two decades, it could be covering four or
five. I was raised on a farm and owned a dairy farm in the early 1980's and can
attest to the wearying round of chores that Willis describes, the animals that
must be fed and watered and treated for their ailments, the machinery that
breaks down at the most inconvenient times, the exhaustion of trying to make a
living from land and animals. Anyone who has lived on a farm will nod in
agreement when Willis writes about the anxiety a farmer feels when it's time to
harvest his crops. The fear that one good storm could wipe everything out. The
hustle of doing the chores before dawn and getting out into the fields as soon
as there is enough light to see by, the rain that turns the earth into a muddy
bog that sinks or at least stalls machinery, clings to your boots making them
feel like anvils. We see farmers stopping work only to refuel their stomachs
with gargantuan meals that will give them the energy needed to get through the
day in the fields and through the chores again at night, after which they fall
into bed and sleep the sleep of the dead.
The word on animals is that some might be appealing,
such as the noble horses that pull the plow, but others are not so laudable.
Take, for instance, chickens:
Chicks not only peck at
their droppings, they also peck at each other. There were patent medicines that
claimed they prevented cannibalism, but nothing really worked. You can rely on
it; the odd-colored chick will be pecked to death. Collegiality has about as
much play among chickens as it has among academics.
I've seen this phenomenon myself many times and
know it to be true. A small blood spot on a chicken is a death sentence. The
other chickens will continually peck away at the spot until the chicken finally
dies. Also, I've experienced what Willis experienced at the lash end of a cow's
soaked tail more often than I care to recall:
Still I remember the
sting of a cow's tail wrapping itself around my head and cutting me across the
eyes as I milked. And when that tail was saturated with manure, well, so much
the more memorable.
There is a lot in Willis' book that will bring
forth, not guffaws, perhaps, but plenty of chuckles, plenty of smiles. He never
loses his sense of humor about a life that many may view with nostalgia and
maybe even homesickness or melancholy. But I'm with Willis when he says that
there is nothing to get too wistful about when it comes to farming. It's a
world that has broken many a good man and woman and sent them packing. It's a
world of bone-aching labor. It's a world of necessary violence: the docking of
lamb tails with "A hammer, an ax head and a block of wood." The dehorning of
cattle that causes the animal a good deal of suffering and a considerable loss
of blood. I've dehorned cattle, trying always to do it when they're young and
the horns are small, but even with all precautions taken, the animals are
traumatized by it and in my experience very few of them trust you again. As
calves they play with you and seem to think you're the mama or the papa. As
soon as you dehorn them that relationship is probably through. Although
occasionally, with enough work, you can make a sort of pet of a cow and take
them to shows and win ribbons, and they'll follow you around on a rope and not
give you any trouble—it all depends on if you have the patience to win their
trust again, and most farmers don't have the patience or the inclination. For
most dairy farmers the cow is just a number. If you give them names, you're a
fool and probably a softy. I gave my cows names.
Willis writes about more violence in the
castration of pigs. You have to castrate them if they're going to put on the
weight that will make them worth anything at market. It's a lousy job, turning
the piglet on his back in your apron-covered lap, one man holding him down,
while you take a razor-sharp pocket knife and slice the pig's scrotum open,
squeeze forth the gland and cut its cords. The faster you can do this, the less
the pig will squeal. Most of them recover easily, but now and then the shock is
so great that a piglet will simply die. You'll go to the pig barn the next morning
and there the little thing will be lying cold stone dead on the straw.
The obligatory harshness Willis describes is
never gratuitous. It's just what needs to be done if you're going to survive on
a small farm using animals as your main income, rather than selling your crops,
your fields of corn, say, to the local granary, where they'll put it up in
gigantic silos and wholesale it to various outlets (nowadays perhaps to ethanol
refineries). That sort of farming has little to do with what Willis
experienced. As he tells us: "Farm life was never the pastoral idyll people
today try to make it out to have been. We lived with violence all around us."
Willis describes winters and the great blizzards
that buried the earth, the buildings, obliterating the roads and bringing forth
a bone-chilling cold that had to be handled if you were to get out to the barn
and coop and take care of the animals. He describes town life, the way people
gathered on Saturday nights and listened to the school band play and strolled
along the streets and into stores for supplies, or sat around the town square
listening to the music and talking. About what? Mostly about farming, of course.
Farmers seldom complained. The whole idea was to win respect by giving an
anecdote about some problem that you solved with your own ingenuity. If some
disaster happened, disdain and contempt would be your lot if you whined about
it. Stoicism was the philosophy of the farmer. It still is as far as I know.
When Willis was writing Long Gone he went back to Marengo and walked the
empty streets and recorded the melancholy fact that the sort of neighborliness
that he had once known was no more. There are very few small farmers left. The
corporations and the big farmers run the show now.
You come away from Long Gone with a
measure of pride in what human beings can endure and how, within such a harsh
system, they can still find ways to succeed. Willis' father was a hard man, but
the way Willis describes what the man had to do to survive, you can see what
made him the rough cob that he was. Willis' mother is not perfect either, but
she also wins our admiration for her tenacity, courage, energy and pride. The
backbreaking labor and brutality of the farm did not stop her. She, as Faulkner
might say, not only endured but prevailed. The portrait Willis draws of her
gives loving homage to her skills as a homemaker and to her capacities as a
woman to bear the hardships that she was forced to undergo. She never wanted to
be a farmer's wife (she hated the life bitterly), but when she was presented
with a fait accompli she adapted and held up her end and more. One ends
up with a high regard for her and a grudging respect for her husband.
Long Gone is written in a sparse style that uses only the
words necessary to get the image or the point across. The style mimics the
laconic voices of the characters portrayed and the spare land that allows a
meager but sufficient living as long as you're willing to work hard enough.
It's a remarkable book written by a man with a remarkable memory. The era that
he describes is indeed long gone, but in the way Willis recreates it he does
what every writer hopes to do. He faithfully resurrects the times and takes us
into his story and we are in a place we've never been before and every page is
teaching us something new.
- Duff Brenna, Fiction Editor |